Do the Helen Keller and talk with your hips.

*vid unrelated. It's just kool*
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Wow ya know, when you're down it's really an interesting challenge trying to keep yourself staying positive all the time. I'm surprised I did it though.

*edit the next morning*

This is gonna sound really lame but I feel like I'm getting to know her through her ipod. I'm noticing a trend in the lyrical content of most of the songs and I can deduct 3 things.

- she's trying to find forgiveness her ex despite him having cheated on her
- she wants to get fucked, hard
- ??? (I'm sure there's a third thing but it escapes me right now)

Anyways yesterday I was working up a sweat. Cleaned my entire house, washed my car, did my laundry, hit the gym, and awarded myself with a well deserved night of pot. I wish I had money yesterday, I would've chipped in even if for just a little bit more. God I love it. I woke up this morning and I'm still feeling great. Yesterday I had to work at it to be happy. Alot of positive reinforcement coming from myself, singing my heart out, dancing. Fuck being depressed and put up a fight.

I apologize to any female unfortunate enough to fall for my charms. I won't know how to treat you. I won't know how to be myself around you. I'm awkward. My bad yo.

Gah, I'm going to work in an hour and I'm still feeling kinda funny. First call in like 2 weeks, haha, let's show them what I got!