Freals though, it's summer now and I'm trying to make plans with any body, new or old. Gotta network yo, that's how you expand your life. Dunno why it's taken me so long to even consider it. Srsly before it felt like I would actually go out of my way to avoid meeting new people or keep in contact. It's not so much the things you do that make you who you are but the people you experience who impact your life, molding you into the final product. If you wanna grow as a person you better go out there and meet some people.
So far I feel like I've met more people than usual, or atleast I'm communicating more than I'm used to. Met some at a party, only remembered the girls names.
- Nicole (Michelle) - She introduced herself as Nicole but I was so fucking out of it that I swear I heard her say Michelle. My first impression of her was that she was like Lorrina, very sheltered/shy. Turns out the girl is a veteran party goer and practically goes to more concerts than Daniel. She was all over Cameron that night.
- Jacqueline (?) - Really cool girl, looks like a filipino M.I.A. (if she is filipino). She strikes me as the kind of girl who's really seen alot and has been partying since forever. Young face but aged soul, I dunno. I vaguely remember what we talked about but I remember her assisting the drunk like an old woman would the wounded.
- Kimbut - Daniel's cousin, the host of the house party where I met the afore mentioned people. Chill enough to invite a bunch of strangers into her house to get smashed. Looks after her otaku cousin. I apologize for barfing all over her dishes.
- Vizente (?) - Brian's cousin. I asked Brian for a haircut as compensation for the rides I give him to, and from, his far ass fucking home in the middle of fucks no where. He told me his cousin cuts hair so I'm like alright. Hella surprised though, dude is like 15. He's alright, doesn't talk much but dances alot.
- Virgil - Self proclaimed make over artist. Dude wants to pimp my life. Says he's gonna help me learn how to shop, get me on the right direction to getting a decent job, gonna show me how to party, the works. Thing is Virgil gives me some weird vibes sometimes. Like I really don't know if I can trust a guy like him. Like iono, just seen him again recently when he was drunk. Kinda shady. Like he would take my car keys and drive off if I were intoxicated enough. Or worse, fuck me in the ass.
- Jennifer - Brian's cousin who goes to Napa too. Haven't really talked to her besides her having been there when I got my hair cut and bumping into her with Daniel at Michaels where she works. Iono if I would take this any further than just friends because she is Brian's cousin, but talking to her those few times were really pleasant. I think she could be a really cool friend to be around with at Napa.
- Kim - This is the girl that I'm currently crushing on. I am infatuated, enamored, smitten, enraptured, and mesmerized with this girl. Why? I really don't know. Besides having practically fucked each other through the jeans on the dance floor I can't figure out why we like each other. Yeah, the physical attraction is there, but the chemistry is lacking. It's really hard to get things going between us. I suppose I just have a hard time reading her. Sometimes I can't figure out if she's still interested in me or not. Sometimes I talk to her and it feels like she wishes she could be anywhere else but here. Or I'll text her and get the most disinterested reply back. But even so she still insist on texting me good mornings/good nights, asking me what I'm doing, or just texting me just to get a response back. Or she'll call me up and reconsider a plan she had previously rejected from me. I really can't figure her out. I told myself if things weren't gonna go smoothly with this girl I would just drop it and move on... I mean fuck there's already so much that stands in the way. But iono. I really like her. I feel like this is the girl I can bring back home to meet the fam and take her to holiday parties. Like this is the girl who I wanna spend my weekend mornings with just cuddling with watching whatever. The kind of girl who I can introduce to my parents but still be able to bring back to the bed going at it like beast. Freal we'll beat it up like gorillas, no doubt. I really like this one. There's just something about her smile that really gets me. Like I've never seen anyone's face light up as bright as she does when she's happy. I told myself if me and her became an item I'd be looking for a new way to make her smile everyday. It's weird, having fallen for this girl actually motivates me to become better. Like I need to get back in shape, I need to prepare myself mentally, I need to make bank, I wanna fix my car. I wanna try to be better because she deserves better. Obviously, today I woke up feeling ready to everything for this girl.
ANYWAYS, back to what I was blogging about. Next are people I'm getting to know more. People in the group I haven't really gotten to know until just recently.
- Cameron - I know Cameron through Daniel but recently I've gotten to know him better. We regularly hit the gym together. He may strike people as very rude but really he's a good guy at heart. He really looks out for everyone else. In our group he is the veteran drinker, the go to guy when we don't know what to do with the passed out people. Besides drinking and weight lifting we usually talk about bitches. Gotta get them ladies, gotta get dem hoes.
- Joseph - I've been getting to know Joseph more through helping him with his situation with Angelica. He is her current victim at the moment and he doesn't know how to deal with it. I feel like me and Joseph have alot in common except iono if he realizes it. The way he struggles with being socially inept to how he handles romantic interest. We're both as jaded and humorously corrupt as the other. Oh and we both like Kim, haha.
- Brian - Fucking, this guy is like the funniest guy I know. Not like stand up comedy funny but sitcom funny. Swear I wanna TiVo this guy's life, whatever he does cracks me up. His family too, holy crap haha. I'll blog about it some other time, srsly, this guy. Damn. haha. Anyways lately I've been giving this mother fucker rides to and from his house since no one else wants to. And as a result we had to communicate in words and sentences. And during the the weekend when Daniel and Dylan was gone I had nothing better to do so I went over to his house to hang out with him and his cousin.
- Heinrick - I hardly really talk to Heinrick. Only thing I asked him about recently was about Kim, haha. I heard he used to like her last year so I wanted his advice on what mistakes he made. Other than that I'm trying to talk to him now about my headlights, needa get that shit fixed.
- Mike - Mike is a pretty cool guy I think. Like Heinrick I wanna ask him about my headlights but besides that Mike likes to have a good time. You wanna get drunk then Mike's the bro you want to have rooting for you as you kill the last bottle of Jack Daniel's.
- Ridgley - LMAO Fucking eveyone likes Kim. And if you don't then it's just because you just don't know it yet, haha. Honestly I've never spoken to Ridgley personally but I know he used to like Kim at the same time Heinrick liked her.
Trying to be more active in keeping in touch too
- John - SF4 man, srsly. Teach me to be decent so I can smash on people IRL nega. Also, clubbing. I wanna know what it's all about.
- Marco - Broski, shit man. We gotta chill some time, you're fuckin crazy man. The hell are you doing sending me videos of yourself taking a shit?
- Reina - I have a new found respect for your man John. Srsly. Need your words of enlightenment. Really now, gotta call you again sometime soon cuz.
- JD - Got nothing to do over the summer stuck in Hiddenbrooke? Let's chill yo! Just need to wait till I get gas money first, haha.
- James B.- Mother fucker I almost don't even know you anymore, haven't hung out since elementary but let's hang out anyways.
- Margo - And last but not least, my dear beloved grand daughter/dog thingie. I hella forgot how this family tree worked. I just know that something in it is messed up. Yeah freal though show me around SF or something.
My mind is draining. Quality of thoughts is reaching piss poor levels. Must sleeeep but I need to atleast note one more thing.
Angelica is surprisingly one of my closer friends.
It shall be elaborated on some other time.
Meanwhile here's something stupid for people to read.
BRB
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