Hey now now, watch her go down

I love this song. Our generations Roxanne pretty much. Fast women living a dangerous life they don't know how to leave. Makes you wanna bring love into a girls life and save a ho ya know? "I'm in Love with a Stripper" was alright but it doesn't hit you like the others. It just makes you wanna fuck a stripper.

I'm gonna stop smoking pot for a while. I didn't feel good at all yesterday, I felt like a real pot head, or atleast like the pot heads displayed on TV. Like they have no motivation to do anything or whatever. I figure if I smoke again then I want to do it in moderation and do it during worth while events. Lately I've just been smoking for the hell of it. It's kinda lame. I'm not alone when I'm smoking but still, its like why am I smoking? Same with drinking. Save it for something worth while. Though I am looking forward to drinking more than smoking now.

I let Dylan drive yesterday. FUCK, he's terrible. Omg. And I thought Kim driving to fairfield was scary. I was fearing for my life even though I had restricted him in a parking lot, lmao. The hell am I doing letting these kids drive my car, iono. It would be cool if Dylan got his license before Daniel but it's not practical now that I think of it. Dylan would need to pay for drivers training/ed where as Daniel just needs to pass the test. Thing is I think I'm more scared of letting Daniel drive. I heard he almost drove him and his mom off a cliff.

Daniel was pissed yesterday. Sometimes I think he overreacts but when you think about it Daniel normally doesn't get mad, like ever. So when he does it's usually something serious for him. Yesterday he went to work and told us he could get us free chicken on his break but we decided to drive to fairfield out of boredom (me, kim, cameron, dylan). We stayed there for a while but Daniel was just about to get on his break so we decide to head back to Vallejo. Even though I was speeding at blinding speeds of 90mph weaving my way through cars and shit we were late. Or atleast for him we were. He got all mad that he wasted most of his break just for us and dropped the food on the floor then went back inside. I felt bad so we ended up getting Re: KH: Chain of Memories for him. Iono if he's still mad. I feel bad when I get my friends mad. I don't think anyone really understands that. Though abbrasive and indifferent as I am, I really do care about everyone. Even Angelica. My worst enemy and here I am worrying for her like she's someone important like a sister or something. Joseph is taking his revenge way too far. I hope Andrew is manning up to the task and helping her take her mind off things. I just got off the phone with her this morning and that girl is stressed out like hella bad. Poor girl.

I've got more to write about but I g2g. Joseph's house got egged recently, I wanna help wash it off.