even though right now it's partially true. I should try screening some of the things I send next time. Some of the things I say sound weird. I mean what I say but the execution in my delivery or follow through isn't so great.
Why am I so caught up with my emotions when it comes to this girl? There's nothing special between us and we hardly really know each other. We hardly talk or connect, what bonds exist that brings the tremors of adversity to rock my very core, doubts that may test my blahhh. wtf am I trying to say. I shouldn't let things bother me so much, especially since it isn't love, or maybe even mutual attraction. As far as I can tell it's a crush. So why do I let it get to me? She's not mine so her liking other guys is only natural. She's a pretty girl, of course there'd be competition.
What am I supposed to do when I like a girl anyways? Should I be like visiting her house and stuff just to hang out of no where? Should I be calling her just so I'd be talking to her? It's summer and i'm trying to get at her. What should I be doing? or hell, forget the fact that it's Kim. Just girls period. how am I supposed to be handling this? I have this girls number from work, what do I do with this again? We're at her house and no ones around. What am I supposed to do? I'm not doing anything in the morning and she's not either, should I come over? We're at the movies together, I do what and how? She's flirting with another guy, I'm supposed to win her over how? fuck i feel like I've got so much to catch up with.
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