Just can't stop thinkin about you
You don't even really gotta be my girlfriend
Really though. I've come back to my senses and have realized I've let my emotions run rampant. At this point all I really want is just to know her. It's just a crush really. Only reason I like her is cause she's mad pretty and we had a little chemistry during fanime. It's not love or anything similar to it so I dunno why I let myself trip or stress the way I do. Much too early to be feeling that strongly about her... Offbeatromantic, no doubt, haha.
With that in mind I'm gonna do things differently. I just wanna get to know her before I really start feeling anything. So I can't just be talking out of my ass any more, telling one liners I think might be funny or stories she might be interested in. She doesn't/won't talk about herself unless I draw it out of her. I also need to be more genuine in my conversations. Before I would just talk to her to try and get at her. That's probably why she feels uncomfortable around me, cause everything I say or don't say is just another attempt to impress her. What she wants is someone who can be real with her and I agree. If I ask her whats up it better to be to really know whats up and not an opening for me to ask her to get out of the house.
anyways explaining that took longer than I wanted.
super sleepy.
I need to clean my eyebrows and get a full body tan again.
write about it some otherttime
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